It's been a while since I posted. I've needed some time off....just to mend and relax. I've been writing, just not on here!
It is my day off. Ahhhhhh so thankful to still have a good job, to participate in life and to be MAKING IT. I am doing this thing called life. Oh I stink at it sometimes but I am doing it.
I am so mellow and at peace it is WONDERFUL. What a nice gift from God.
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Determined
I'm weary and tired but I'm not finished by any means. The more someone tries to knock me down the more sure footed I become, the more I cling to God, the deeper my relationship with my Savior.
So many things that I want to do. Right now it's about being faithful in the everyday things. Sleep, eat, go to work, do my very best at work, contribute to other's lives, be a mother.
Is there more that I want? Of course. Right now I am doing what I can with what I have. Am I doing it perfectly? Nope! Do I feel good about myself? Yep! I know that I honor God by keeping on keeping on. When others try to knock me down and keep me down, I choose life. I choose to get out of bed every day when physically and mentally it can be hard. I choose to be a good mom...to teach and help mold small hearts.
I'm headed back to court. Again. The thought makes me weary. I am tired and weary but do not be fooled. I am determined and I will not give up.
So many things that I want to do. Right now it's about being faithful in the everyday things. Sleep, eat, go to work, do my very best at work, contribute to other's lives, be a mother.
Is there more that I want? Of course. Right now I am doing what I can with what I have. Am I doing it perfectly? Nope! Do I feel good about myself? Yep! I know that I honor God by keeping on keeping on. When others try to knock me down and keep me down, I choose life. I choose to get out of bed every day when physically and mentally it can be hard. I choose to be a good mom...to teach and help mold small hearts.
I'm headed back to court. Again. The thought makes me weary. I am tired and weary but do not be fooled. I am determined and I will not give up.
Sunday, January 16, 2011
So Long
It's been a while since I've posted on here. I've needed a break, physically, mentally, spiritually and emotionally. So I've taken a break. I've been continuing to seek what God might have for me.
My counselor thinks that I've doing great and doesn't need to see me every week. Woo hoo! Maybe all the talking and the praying and the crying and the work are starting to help me heal. My heart.
I am thinking of doing many things this next year, two of which will require a lot of time. My heart is in one of them and the other I am cautiously looking into the other but it would require some time, money, and a lot of energy and commitment.
From where I sit, God is good. He is all powerful and sits on the throne of my life. I do not know from day to day what this will bring but it's an adventure.
My counselor thinks that I've doing great and doesn't need to see me every week. Woo hoo! Maybe all the talking and the praying and the crying and the work are starting to help me heal. My heart.
I am thinking of doing many things this next year, two of which will require a lot of time. My heart is in one of them and the other I am cautiously looking into the other but it would require some time, money, and a lot of energy and commitment.
From where I sit, God is good. He is all powerful and sits on the throne of my life. I do not know from day to day what this will bring but it's an adventure.
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