This past month of July was one of the most trying for me in some time. A lot I am not able to talk about but I can say that I was hospitalized for most of the month and it was hard, and at times, scary. I emerged though, feeling absolutely great, and the happiest that I've been in years. That to me is a major miracle and I'm thankful to my God and to my doctor, Dr. Cole. He knew exactly when to do what at the right time and we did what he recommended and it WORKED and I feel great. That is the short version.
I have struggled with depression most of my adult life or all of my adult life. I wonder sometimes if I could wave a wand and not have it if I would. I don't know. I hate having it but I do strongly believe the struggles I undergo and have undergone have made me into a person more like God and that makes me really happy.
So I keep on keeping on. Day by day, sometimes hour by hour. I follow Doctor's orders to the letter usually and pray to my God who gives me breathe by breathe.
So if you're struggling today know that God is bigger than your problems and if you trust Him, He can help you make it through them. Only He can heal. Only He can be trusted with your wounded heart.
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