I had a whole day of peace. I took power back today and it felt good. Not in a vindictive kind of way but in a positive way. The peace flowed all day. After a year of hurt and pain I had a nice day. For a while today I was free of all the "stuff" that has swirled around my life because of this divorce. Today God just gave me peace. His peace. The peace that passes understanding. This kind of peace is more than mere relaxation, it is an inner calm that transcends.
The only thing that makes this peace that I've had today incomplete is not having my children with me. When I think of them I have a profound sadness, a longing that will only be filled when they return here to me someday (God willing).
Now I'm tired of thinking, of feeling and am going to go think of nothing, God willing, until I go to sleep. Okay I might think of my children a little bit.....
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