Children are not Possessions

My children are not possessions even though I call them "mine."   As such I would like them returned to me, their mother, for safe keeping.  I want them, I need to be allowed to be their mom full time.  This is ridiculous.  

I just have to trust that God is in control.  Some nights when I sit here by myself I just cling to the knowledge that we are God's creations and that He is in control.  I have to believe that in the end good will conquer over evil in this situation.  Or maybe this divorce is a lose-lose.  But it's the kids that lose.  

Enough said. Good night.