Until then I wait.....

Feeling strong, feeling the strength of God flowing through me.  Yeah, I know it sounds corny but it's truly how I feel.  Even though I'm exhausted from working 7 days a week God has given me just enough strength to do whatever I need to.  

Talking about my situation with others is what is helping me to heal and to move forward.  Admitting to my past and what happened to me there is hard but by talking I become free.  Every day I become stronger and stronger.  God is creating in me a new self, one that is strong and FREE of anyone who could hurt her.  

While I wait for my future I live in today but my heart longs for the day when I can be with my children again, to make our little family.  

God, protect my children while they are away from me and guard their little hearts and minds.  Guard their bodies and their spirits and bring them back to me.

Until then I wait.....