Trust

It seems that I have more growing to do.  Tonight I realized that I need to work on my sense of trust.  When my husband filed for divorce, my sense of trust was broken to the point that I wonder if I will ever trust anyone that deeply again.  

Then I got to thinking about what things that I could do to re-build this trust, this faith, in people.  I think it's in the little things.  Trusting my friends by telling them my feelings, even if the feelings are hard.  Trusting my family to help me make decisions and to walk me through this horrible time.

So I choose to rebuild my trust in other people one day at a time.  One choice at a time. Today I chose to trust my therapist with some difficult and personal feelings.  Tomorrow, who knows?

Just when I feel like I'm making progress, I am shown just how much I need God.  I need His strength to trust others.  I need Him to give me courage to trust others with my feelings.  I just need more of Him tonight.