Tonight I was able to talk with my mom for a long time. I learn so much from her and realize now that she's my greatest supporter. I've been horrible to her for years....yet she just loves me no matter what. It's humbling. My mom has helped to make me the mom that I am today and I'm proud of who I am and what I'm doing with my life and with my family and others.
God knows what He has planned for my life. I believe that He has a good future planned for me and for my children. Even if I am alone for the rest of my life I will have known what it is like to have loved and to have loved deeply. For a short while I lived what my dream was. Then it became what felt like a nightmare. God can do amazing things out of the pieces of my heart. I believe that now my heart is like a beautiful mosaic that God is creating into art. Beautiful, new art.
Boy I've come a long way, baby!
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