I am choosing to be the bigger person in this complicated situation I find myself in. I choose to behave with grace and dignity even when inside I want to scream out loud! How do I show God's caring and love to someone I hate? Outright, out loud hate. I know that hate is wrong and it is not from God. The urge to satisfy the hate is strong but the urge to do what is right is stronger.
I just want to talk to my children and he won't have them call me. THAT makes me mad.
I am mama bear. Hear me roar. Soon I will unleash all my powers upon the situation.
Until then I pray. For the children. For me. For him. For the woman he's seeing. Yes last night I actually prayed for the woman he's dating that God would prepare her to be kind to my children. (now THAT is insane!)
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