Lord, Please

Children soothe my heart in a way that nothing else can.  I had a hard evening and just talking to them made me smile, made the craziness of life simply melt away.  Oh the joy they bring to my life.  Nothing and no one else (down here on earth) has ever meant to me what those kids do.  

My heart longs for them, longs to play the role that I was born to play: mother.  It's all I wanted out of life - to be a mom.  Wondering when and how we'll be together again.  Knowing God knows.  Working toward that day.

Lord, give me the strength.  Fill me with your strength.  Fill me up with You and only You.  I need your Help and your mercy.  Bring my children back to me.   Please.