Fast forward 9 years. I worked all day then went out for dinner with my folks. It is harder to deal with than I first thought. I want to say that it doesn't bother me, that it's just another day in the calendar but I ask you: is YOUR anniversary, birthday, etc just another day in your calendar? I think not. For me, I'm still married legally and that means that I'm in a weird situation.
I'm not all down in the dumps depressed, just sad. I miss my family and my life with my husband. No, I don't miss some of it. Of course not.
So I have a choice in the matter. Live or dwell. I choose to live. One day at a time.
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