Tonight my heart hurts but not for myself. It hurts for my girls, my oldest specifically. Tonight she lost it, I mean, an emotional breakdown. She was so angry and mad at me. Then I wouldn't let her go to bed angry and we sat and talked. She said "I wanted you all day mommy. I want you every day." My daughter is trying to tell me something and I need to hear it loud and clear. She needs me. She needs more time with me. I told her that I was trying to get more time with her but that it takes time. I'm fed up, mad as hell and I want my children. Tonight was the final straw.
I'm so tired. I just want what's fair. I want to be a mother. Since when did someone signing a petition for divorce make me less of a mom? I'll fight to my dying day for these children. No ONE and I repeat, NO ONE should get in the way of a mother's love for her children. Nor should anyone underestimate my resolve in this matter.
Goodnight,
Signed a Frustrated Mom
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