Today I had the hardest day; I started out feeling defeated at work and personally. Just struggling with doubting decisions I've made and choices. Struggling with my inability to achieve what I need to at work. Knowing that the stress going on in personal life is what is keeping my focus off of work and I'm off my game. I broke down on my lunch hour and just cried and cried. Worried over the what ifs.
This afternoon was a little better. I felt better after getting back from lunch. Nothing like Chinese vegetable fried rice to sooth a girl's frustrations. (during her work day anyway!). I actually got some things done this afternoon.
We are in the busy time at work.
I am so swamped here at home but took time to have some fun tonight too and it was just good ole fun. The laugh your socks off kind. It was what my heart needed: a good laugh with a friend. Now I'm home, trying to unwind. Glad to be back here. Going to be even more glad to leave here this weekend. Need to figure out what is smelling weird here. Ever since I turned on heat it stinks in here. Hopefully I can get it figured out or it will go away when I steam clean the carpets.
I'm calling it a night. This evening redeemed my day. Laughter renewed my soul. Friendship renewed my heart. I am at peace once again. ahhhh
Until next time.....I remain......
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