Thoughts

You know, tonight on the way home I was thinking about the situation that I'm in.  I thought about it a couple of ways.  Is it more of a situation where God takes a bad situation and makes it right?  Or is it more of a situation where it is all part of His plan.  I mean, this divorce is the result of our failures and sins.  It is not what God wants or designed at all.  But if God knows our days, each and every one, then this is all part of His plan.  I realized that I would not be the mom that I am now if I didn't have to go through this divorce.  

Not sure any of this made any sense.  I just know that the great I am, the one who loved me yesterday, today and forever is working in my life.  Making me more like Him each and every day.  I've experienced His grace and mercies every day.  They are new every morning.  

For the first time in a very long time I am starting to like the person that I am.  I have hated myself for such a long time.  It is nice to know that I have worth, to myself, to my children, to my family, my friends and to my Lord.  The love of my girls is what I've needed to heal my heart.