I've made it through another week! I do plan to turn in early though.
Want to spend some time reading the Bible and praying for my kids. Tomorrow is going to be a big day. Going to have to deal with attorney in the afternoon while trying to take care of the rest of my life.
Then I have the WHOLE WEEKEND to relax and serve at the same time. Part of me wants to go into solitary confinement this weekend and no one would blame me given my circumstances and the situation with the pending divorce, etc.
Part of me wants to be alone. I'm one of the kind of people who recharges when she is by herself. I'm not a people person - I'm not energized by being around people. For me, I literally require time by myself or I get easily stressed out. It's only taken me 39 years to be okay with this. It's okay; not only that it was the way I was created. God knew this about me. Before time began.
Funny now I come home and when I used to talk to friends on the phone and watch thousands of hours on the television, now I just want to write and write and write. Now I look at Facebook and this blog as my own little mission field. Reaching one heart at a time. Someday perhaps God will give me a bigger venue to tell of His greatness but for now, this is it!
With that I bid you goodnight. This girl's going to bed.
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