I'm fairly certain that no one would rejoice more than Satan should I fall down. I feel like I've been under a spiritual attack the likes of which I have never undergone before. And I've been through some dark times before.
This week, these past two weeks have been most difficult. Somedays, just staying awake, trying to keep my job was all that I could do. I'm in the end stages of wrapping up this divorce. Tonight I was thinking on my way home some thoughts that sounded like the old tapes that used to play in my head. In the past couple of weeks I've been really disappointed by a friend, and have apparently caused heartache to my parents.
Tonight I just came home, wrote a quick email to a friend and then turned on the sermon from church that I missed from this morning.
I talked to my children tonight and they don't even sound like themselves when they are with their dad sometimes. It hurts my heart deeply. I am at a loss as to what to do about it so tonight I just pray.
My heart is so heavy tonight. I am just praying and praying and keeping my thoughts on the things of God.
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