Home is when the children are here. It is then that I am most at peace, I am in my element. I miss them passionately when they are away. Our evening started out rough with bad attitudes, fit throwing and more. Eventually I got an apology from my big one and a hug. It must be hard to go from one home to the other parent's home.
Tomorrow is special breakfast in the a.m. then grocery store with the kids. We are eating at home this weekend.....I already made my list, it is in my purse and I am ready.
Today was good. Went out for lunch and had a productive day at work. Closed three things today. Our boss mentioned that he is going to propose and incentive program based off of all the money we've saved the company when compared to last year - we are on track to save the company about 250,000 or more over the course of the year. And that is with a completely new department. I hope our boss is able to convince his boss (one of the owners) that is a way to compensate us for all that we do. We bust our buns for them.....and are paid poorly compared to what we should be paid. I am very thankful to just be gainfully employed and plan to stay as long as I can afford it and they still like me.
I am about ready to move in about two or less months. Freaks me out. I need to arrange a mover STAT. Hoping for family help but it might not happen and I can't count on that.
Lots of bills coming up....I still owe back taxes on my stupid alimony (I didn't plan that) for last year that I am paying off monthly. Then I am paying off a debt that I was left with and I'm almost done. Then I'm taking one of my kids to the eye doctor because I don't think that he/she can see very well.
So pray. Pray that God provides a way as He has so far. It's a daily trust thing.
Pray for my little family of little people. Pray that God will give me wisdom to know how to raise them up in the way that they should go. I am always teaching them something. Tonight we had a little hands on craft action. Little one was diggin that.
Pray pray pray without ceasing it says in the Bible. What is neat about that is that it give us insight into the type of relationship we are to have with our Heavenly Father - always talking to him in prayer about things happening in our lives and others. Like an open ended conversation with your best friend.
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