Today was just a weird day. I think that I took my afternoon medicines in the morning....but it must have been okay because I was able to focus all day, even working on one project for six straight hours. It was odd. I took lunch at about 2:30. Very very odd.
This morning one of my children had brought back some shoes I just bought her, saying they were too hot, etc, wanting to leave them here. I made this child deal with the fact that I was sending them back in the suitcase. What I didn't realize is that this child was bringing them here to have something here at MOM's. It bothered me all day because it hurt my feelings this morning because of our miscommunication. On the way home I figured it all out. So I called this little person and spoke with him/her and we are okay now. I apologized and asked him/her if him/her just wanted to leave them at mommy's house. This child said yes. I felt so bad that I was so blind.
Tonight my heart hurts for some friends who are undergoing some horrible situations. All I can do is offer to talk and listen. I pray and pray and pray for people every night....right as I go to bed is my special time with God. It is when we commune together. I have several people who are on the list permanently until God heals them or they go to be with Jesus.
It's not even 8:00 and I'm ready to turn in. Dinner is baking in the oven. I've got to start eating at home, I need to change my life, buy real food, eat good for me food. If that means buying new pots and pans then so be it. When we move I want to step up my game around the house and with the children. I've got PLANS.
Chicken flautas, kitties and a lazy tv night. Ah, God is good. It is nice to feel peace.
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