I've missed you mom! said one little person tonight on the phone, anxious to tell me all about what they've been up to. I've missed you too! I say back. "So much!"
The older is distracted by whatever computer/toy game he/she was playing with that I barely got two words.
Tomorrow school starts. I'm excited for the potential for both of them. One I pray God will give insight into other people so more friends will become the norm. One I pray will have the insight into making fewer, better friends. I just mainly wish and pray for them every day. My thoughts are never far away from them as their drawings decorate my cubicle at work. I've got a ladybug, a rainbow and the first letter from one child to me via the postal system in an envelope made by the tiny fingers I love so much.
This has been a wild weekend. I've been all over the place. I've learned over the years when to do what and when to do other things. I've learned when I need more sleep and I've learned when I need to be around people and when it's not good to be alone.
I mended things today. Things coming undone. Play things. I can't wait to give them back to the kids, all put together. Won't they be happy? I smile just thinking about their faces.
Thinking about calling it a night. I've got to get up early tomorrow as it is a special day - to see my oldest march off to school. I hope this one's glad I'm there.
I'm rambling which is one way I know that I need to go to sleep. Night all!
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