Me: "I'm really struggling."
Them: "Why?"
Me: "Because I'm about two weeks away from my divorce being final and I'm struggling."
Them: "You should be out there celebrating. When someone beats you down you should be celebrating."
Me: "Well I will keep my hurt to myself. Please tell X that I love her and will pray for her."
END CALL.
I am alone and have no one. I can't even share the hurt of what I am going through with my parents and that hurts so deep it's unreal. Excuse me for having feelings. For expressing those feelings to someone who always has listened. Today he has had too much with all that has gone on so I will let it slide.
This is freaking unreal. I'm allowed to feel sad. End of call.
I am so sorry the phone call transpired the way it did. You are 100% entitled to your feelings. The end of a marriage is sad, regardless of how well (or not) it had gone. No one should ever tell a person how to feel nor should a person ever have to feel badly for having the feelings they have. I will be praying for you.
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