Very hard day again. Tonight I lost it on the way to counseling. I cried about half the way there! Weird thing is that I am not quite sure why. It was such a relief, like I'd been holding it inside for a long time. I was chatty cathy at counseling, more than usual. I feel like I'm undergoing major change STILL and AGAIN and it is never easy but I know that God is working in me.
Truth is, I'm trying to learn to open myself up to people, to friends. It is unusual because every since I moved here I closed off my heart in self-protective mode. Now I'm headed toward the final stretch of this process, not long from my actual divorce and God is calling me to open up my heart again.
So tonight I am just relaxing and it is so nice. Lots of rain today; guess the world needed watering.
God is watering my soul. And it feels good.
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