Slow Down the Clocks Lord

You're know your day is ending well when your toilet overflows and you only own 3 towels and two bathmats.  I now have two towels and no bathmats.  I do not plan to launder the three in question.  GROSS

This was a really really hard day.  Physically I am not feeling good.  I would not be surprised at all if doctor calls with some adjustment on one of my meds next week after my lab tests are back.  I am TIRED of feeling TIRED and am trying to change from the inside out.  God has overhauled my heart, now I need His help to overhaul my body.  I need to take better care of self for (1) my sake and (2) the sake of my children.  They need me to be around.  So I've undertaken cutting out some caffeine or cutting way back.  I seriously feel like I'm withdrawing from a drug.  Horrible yucky not good feeling.  I know that it won't last forever and that I need to stick with it.  It might get worse before it gets better.

Had lunch with a friend which made the day go a little better.  :-)

Tonight I had one child while the other was ill.  I hadn't spent any time with the one I had for probably more than a year.  It was nice.

Tomorrow and this weekend I get them....they get to come HOME.  With me.  I cannot wait.  My heart will have some peace.

Thank you, Lord, for my children.  Empower me with Your Spirit.  Give me patience, an extra dose.  Please help me to feel better so that I can care for them with love.  Give us slowed down time.....so that we can cherish each second we get to spend together.  Slow down the clocks!

Good night